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Dress

My Big Fake MID Wedding

We had: A girl in a dress, a nervous groom, wedding cake, a pregnant bridesmaid, gifts, flower and garter toss, dancing, live music by a non-english speaking illegal alien, booze, food, a lecherous father of the bride, a sex scandal, and a liquored up preacher.

We did not have: love or affection of any kind whatsoever for the bride and groom.

Stay tuned for the potential: 'My Big Fake Custody Fight', 'My Big Fake Divorce', and/or 'I Whacked the Groom with A frying Pan and Now I Need to Hide the Body'

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Window

I was staring out the window
The whole time she was talking to me
It was a filthy pane of glass
I couldn't get a clear view

As she went on and on
It wasn't the outside world I could see
Just the filthy pane that I was looking through

So I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than him or her or me

I was never focused on just one thing
My eyes got fixed when my mind got soft
It may looked like I'm concentrated on a very clear view

But I'm as good as asleep
I bet you didn't know
It takes a lot of it away if you do

So I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than him or her or me

So I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than him or her or me

Because the fact in fact
Whatever’s in front of me is covering my view
So I can't see what I'm seeing in fact
I only see what I'm looking through

I had to break the window
It just had to be it was in my way
Better that I break the window
Then forget what I had to say

So again I've done the right thing
I was never worried about that
The answer's always been in clear view
But even when the window's clean
I still can't see for the fact
That when it's clean it's so clear
I can't tell what I'm looking through

So I had to break the window
It just had to be
Better that I break the window
Than him or her or me

I had to break the window
It just had to be it was in my way
Better that I break the window
Then forget what I had to say

I had to break the window
It was in my way
Better that I break a window
Then forget what I had to say

Or miss what I should see
--Fiona

More Lika

Hello my honey! I'm glad again to talk to you. I have some good news for you. Today i have met with a travel agent to learn about a visa. So he explained me all the situation about receiving a the visa. The government of your country made a strict control for the entry because of the terrorism, so it is very difficult to receive the visa to your country. But they promised to help and said that just recently they got several visas for tourists in your country. I'm very happy, honey, that we won't have a lot of problems with it. Firstly i was afraid that the agency will have problems and it will take a lot of time, but the agent said that it will take two or three weeks only. Tomorrow i will go there again, i will sign the papers and we will talk about the price. Now i have to go, dear, to make photos for the visa, and fill in the blanks for the embassy. The agent said that it should be ready tomorrow when i come to their office. I'm so pleased, Sean, that we began to prepare for a meeting and in some time time we will be together. Write me your thoughts. Waiting for it!

Yours, Lika

Darling!

I have been travelling for business this last week and have missed your letters! First my company sent me to Bismarck, ND which really wasn't that exciting. It was cold and grey out, not warm and sunny like I've dreamed being with you is like. After Bismarck, I flew to sunny Pueblo Colorado. Pueblo was very nice, with lovely fountains, green parks, and happy people. How lovely is Pueblo! My darling, if they send me to Pueblo will you come with me? The company has promised me a trailer and a company geo metro for my use while working there.

Yesterday was valentines day and I thought of you. I thought I would cover you with roses if you were with me. Please darling, write me soon and tell me of your well being! I hope you have more news about your planned visit to me and a new picture.

Thinking of you,

love and kisses
Sean.

Snow

It's cold out. Cold and snowing. Cold and dark. It seeps in under the doors, under the rug, through the glass.

Outside the snow chews into you like broken glass. Wind swept glass that finds its way under your skin and burns your eyes.

I want to crawl through the sliding door. I'll bury myself in the snow and dirt and wait for oblivion. Just me and the dead leaves around spindly rose stalks. The sun and stars will spin wildly across the sky as they always do without regard. Thoughts will fade to nothing and this chemical dance will finally end.

Craigslist: Men seeking Women

Hi, my name is Matt. I find it hard to meet people in my area, due to my restricted lifestyle. I am an ex-con and have done time in prison. I am not a criminal or violent person. My crime was drug related. I am on a ankle bracelet and have a curfew that restricts me from being able to get out and meet new people. I lead a responsible life now, and am not ashamed of my past. I am confident, and I strive to suceed regardless of my situation. I am 28 yrs old, single, and own my own business as a trim carpenter. I love music. I play the guitar, and like to DJ. I am outgoing when curfew permits, and I like to do just about anything for fun. I like the mountains, skiing, snowborading, hiking. I like going out to nice resteraunts and enjoying good company with friends or loved ones. Im the badboy and nice guy at the same time. I believe in som old fashion values. I will hold the door for a woman, and give her my coat if it is cold. I am a compassionate person, and sincere. Im looking for the right woman that will not judge me by my past, but for who I am as a person. Im not looking for anything too serious right now, but if it comes along I am ready for it. Mostly I want to just meet some new people to hang out with and see what happens. If I havent scared you off yet, contact me and lets see what happens.

Lika and the Cheese

Hello honey! I am so glad to hear from you and to read your letters!!! Sean, I love cheese. I it frequently use in a soya to a diet. It is so nice that you want me to come to you. Moreover i am happy that you want me to come to your house. It is very important for me because it makes me sure that you really are serious about me, that you trust me and you want to be with me. I believe that you are not like other men who just want Russian women for sex and all, i know for sure that sex is important of course, especially when it is with a darling man for whom you have strong feelings, but i believe that you value me also like a person and trust me so you invited me to your house.

Sean, Thank you!!! I am happy that soon we can meet. I will go to the travel agency and will try to learn all the information because i know not a lot about it. Hope to hear from you soon. My tender kisses for you, Lika


Darling Lika,

Last night I had a dream about you. You were wearing the lovely red dress and blue shoes, eating a delicious appenzeller cheese and kissing me! Things were wonderful until Thomas my dog started licking my face and I woke up. I wonder if he saw the cheese too.

I'm glad you're not worried that all I want you for is sex....of course not, darling! There is much more to my love for you than that! I know that I just want us to be together so we can enjoy each other. Sometimes that enjoyment might mean a good rogering, especially if my sweety wore that dress, shoes, some cute yellow underwear, and tried hard to hold the cheese over her head so Thomas wouldn't get it.

I think of you often and hope you have some information on your trip to me soon!

Love and kisses,

Sean.

Ambivelence

I've noticed a trend lately -- ambivalence. They days blend together into weekends, punctuated by an occasional event worth thinking about -- like sliding into a tree at high speed for instance. Even then, your robotic brain continues to process alternatives right up to the moment of impact, with its last thought being 'Malfunction!, Malfunction!"

Sometimes it fades for a while -- finding someone interesting and becoming focused. Jumping out of a plane and counting seconds till impact. Getting lost in a problem at work.

In the end they fade back to noise. You stare glassily ahead and wait for something else to become worth thinking about.

Lika

Hello my dear Sean! You know, your letters always put me in high spirits. I am happy that you like me and want to meet me. It makes me feel that you are serious about me, it is the most important event in my love and i hope that you are serious and don't play games with me. I thought a lot about our meeting. I have talked with a director so he let me take a holiday. I didn't have it for a long time, so for me it will not be a problem to leave work for some time. It can manage without me. And what is about you? Is it difficult for you to take a holiday? Sean, if you can't, we can meet somewhere close to you, or i can come to you? So that you could continue visiting your work! For me i like this idea even more because so i can see and meet you, your relatives, friends, i can see how you live! What do you think about it? Hope to hear from you soon. Love, Lika

Dearest Lika,

Sorry for the delay in my reply. Things have been hectic here in the last few days. It has been cold and snowy also. The other day I told a woman I have been seeing about you. She cried when I said I loved you and that my heart belonged to a Russian princess who was coming to see me. It was hard to tell her such, but it is true!

Last night I had another dream about you in the dress. We were walking hand in hand through the streets of Paris eating unpasturized cheese. Do you like cheese Lika? Cheese is such a wonderful thing I don't know how I could live without either of you in my life. Perhaps someday before we have children together we can walk the streets of Paris together and eat delicious cheese.

I hope we can plan our meeting soon.

Most love,

Sean.

p.s. Thank you for the pictures. They brighten my day and I always look forward to seeing you!